Dealing with putdown and belittle in public

Gibber and Jabber begin at the attach and defence of any conversation in any social occasion......

I usually do not have any fear for anything in life, just lazy of dealing with any issue or attend any event did not help me paying bills.

Banter or persiflage take time and knowledge to make the ping-pong ball going back and forth. If the issue is attractive or constructive that might get my attention, on the other hand, if the issue is boring and with many boring, unattractive people like me involved, who would like to care.

Attending public event that usually talking about same old things because usually any topic that will be allowed to talked in public need to be restricted to be proper, plus the meeting or event conductor will be ever proper person who usually has already pre-set in mind to exclude un-welcomed person in attending any issue discussion.

I as Asian or Chinese American usually need to receive same old thing as verbal instruction making sure I have no problem in receiving the signals that I am typically unwelcome as a group. Group of same color, or type of background. As a matter of fact, I don't even able to pay my bills, what would I be interesting in attend any public event or go anywhere to receive any signal like this.

Skipping public funded events or community program became as the result of people like me would rather spend time on surviving issue rather than any issue aiming in air. Actually, it as I think is the purpose of those verbal instruction from meeting conductors or event host want it that way in secure the public funding will be used in their group only.

No fear at all, it is money funding issue. Still...as usual for darwin, for surviving.

Movie "Random Hearts" ---male scripture writer using female actress to express their thoughts

With your writing style that reveal the quality of people who work in art related fields.

I carefully read your quotation in your profile and would like to share some thoughts with my observation between male and female in this advanced developed country. Hopefully you wouldn't mind my sharing, I even thinking to make up a quote and make it by "Toyota" since you have already using "Suzuki".

"When you know the secret of how to use your intuitive sense, your activity will be free from various restrictions, and you will find your way in your everyday life."

"For those who have never tasted it, Freedom has a taste that the protected will never know."

.....I reserved my opinion about let go the protected will free into the wildness without training them to be cautious of any dangers in wild for just simply looking for the taste of Freedom. Taste of Freedom comes from the bitterness experience in life, otherwise, it is just a buzz talking for manipulation to blind mind. Restricted will might be a better describe here than protected will, for the latter is a vulnerable mind do not has any desire of seeking Freedom and a will being restricted so long and cheering about the taste of Freedom sounds a better say.

There are many movies try to sell what the directors believes in their lives to the general crowd and luckily sometimes it is able to form their beliefs into a notion for general crowd to live it out into their lives.

Movie of “Random Hearts” the quotation that use female actress expressing male’s thought related to affair in marriage. To me this is very unique thinking, it is so unique to me so I even discuss this with my husband. And very curious about other people's thought about this issue.

What kind of people would have been frosted into this kind of thinking? Artist, French, European? It sounds likes a poison coated candy, for which level of thought and behavior is not normal people can handle. In the contrary, this dangerous thought usually cause many family's lives ended in tragedy. It is a notion that can be lived out by people who is special trained and special wealthy and profound of complicated life style and see it as an challenge to conquer.

Any of unpsychiced (brainwhshed themselves) people, or anyone without social assests to mute the counterpart partner, or people who worship simply life style can only lead to tragedy if they dare to try this notion to their lives. Poeople who usually need to psychiced themself up to believe they are a special group of people can do special task than rest of human being as same as the task of having affair any time they want and safely withdraw at anytime they don't want it.

“I am not talking about casual sex, it is romance, in a part of whole life…if that needs to be ended, I feel old.”

---come from the mouth of an attractive young female in the movie, but the scrip was written by a male who is the one who really support the occasion romantic affair in marriage. We do all want to have safe romantic affair with such attractive person, which safe level is this affair will not cause any damage of any relationship or reputation and safely disappear without any emotional tension at anytime when I want it to be started and ended. Will that be possible, as movie try to sell, to have such human exist on this earth that could has romance with and no any trouble at all? We probably need to go to other planet to find some hallucinated alien to having affair with.

In many movie like Basic Instinct II, when old man has sex intercourse with young woman, the male movie maker would have female actress said, “ I fucked him.” instead of admit that when male age getting older, the less energy male could have when making love.

I am sorry being so frankly talking in discussion the issue like this, but because of age, discussion some real life concerned issue, pretending or hiding seems insincere. So.

Is romance the only thing could make us feeling young? Where is the line of romance that shouldn't be crossed? Bible has very strict rules on desire that state any thinking or admiration is a sin, don't even say actual affair; so it is impossible to talk about bible to nowadays human. In deed, bible almost require us not to have any kind of thoughts that would drag away our attention on God, including we pay any attention on our pride, fame, perfection, career, appearance of our own or others, possession......it is in deed not as a rule that human can follow, whoever said they can I would almost thinking they are lying.

Most of people can be feeling uplifted when they get admired by people they seems right to them. That hasn't go to the line of romance yet. In corporation management this is categorized as motivation in working environment, it is mixture sense of admiration and romance that became an accelerator of working efficiency. It is really sad that the emotion of little human like us need to used as a tool for accelerating performance at work in professional management's eyes.

Everything will become boring once we trace any of natural human emotion to be related to management and manipulation. It sounds like each of us is a merchandise with a label of bar code number on us that live under examination of quality control surveillance department. Each of our emotion will be labeled with its meaning and usage, then each of emotion will go under many of professional diagnosis and analyzing to determine the intention and purpose of that emotion, and then working on control over it.

It sounds like star war life in future, but in this country the technology and gossip system has already working on this theory, and sadly its member still increasing.

Oscar Award Winning Movies 1927-2009

A bored life will lead to find a list of Oscar Award Winning Movie from A.D. 1927 -2009. Here is the links. Enjoy it.
http://awardsdatabase.oscars.org/ampas_awards/DisplayMain.jsp?curTime=1243444786888

Intel vs. CNN ---- Big Corporation vs. Media Monster

According to the old news in 1994 stated in the book "Only the paranoid Survive" by Mr. Andrew Grove pg#13-16.

The war of power balance between bishops and media on this live stage that goes on everyday on newspaper and TV or any media. We, as audience, are very busy visually seeing the bombs drop targeting at one another, both side at the war try to win over each other. On the book of page #16, the number came out of the war won by media is US$475 million that CNN cause Intel to lose by their series big head line report.

What we can for sure is the staffs in CNN celebrated their achievement of solidify their foundation of news reporting in the field of media. Intel, of cause, calculating their lose and experienced the power of media bound with consumers. Reporting the lose into their annul expense on the balance sheet is the only way of consuming this expense while learnt the lesson of power from media.

Is CNN a real hero to public according to the result of this war or we call social event? The result cause Intel generated a tons of debris or recycle the returned CPU.

Who got the benefit from this huge amount of money US$475 million? No one. Consumer is the helper in helping media winning the war of ego.

It is the ego of media being pampered. If we seeking any positive impact of this event that only thing can come out of my brain is big corporation noticed the power of media. Same as so many social events that created by media's network. All of this series of big social events made me thinking of the media is an efficient tool of controlling, control the result of an issue. In efficiently using this tool to generate more practical benefit to social problem will be more wiser and smarter of using this tool.

That is the reason that I said the US$475 million is wasted that Intel lose for not benefit to anything, the money just contribute to media's ego. That will make media became a monster in this human society through controlling the crowd and aimlessly waste resources for nothing.

US$475 million can feed the US$1 per day country for at least 10 years, US$475 million can help the whole world orphanage 10 yeasr's need. US$475 million can do millions things. But it just became debris inside the big corporation under media's cheering and giggling.

Without wisely directed coordination, everybody scare of big corporation by anti-trust them, and then how the power of media being conducted to benefit public service.

Who care?

I am always suspiciously notice people sitting around me in restaurant, those while female with their Mexican followers, counting how many dish I have eaten in the all-you-can-eat buffet restaurant in order to charge me how much favor that I might owe to their network.
In comparing to US$475 million debris this power network has generated, I am pondering how big of my stomach can contain those food under watched by this improper human species, who has been seeing me as an improper person in their eyes.

Picture an improper mouse is being stared by an improper elephant, and always in fear of to be stomp by that giant ugly improper animal when the improper elephant always counting penny coin and neglect the US$475 million and make it became debris..