Saturday, February 2, 2008

Culture Affiliation in USA - II

"我們一天到晚打球、打彈珠、玩尪仔標、捉泥鰍;很多天才洗一次澡,感冒、牙痛很少看醫生。但說真的,我不記得有什麼憂愁。可能大人有,但不是那種焦慮、壓力,而是一種無奈感。我真的過了一段「無憂無慮」的童年. ---"黑幼龍的書房"

With much joy I read this article rather than reading any article in English in USA. While I am reading what you wrote, I am thinking what is the reason I can not enjoy of this part of spiritual life by living in USA. Such powerful country with such advanced technology and almost being advanced in everything, and I don't feel happy.

I realized somethings are missed in my life. American share their topics on sports and tons of things I do not feel interested or feel affiliated to. Most of time I will take a look is technology articles. I do not have anything overlapped with most of American, I think that is the reason I feel so unhappy to live my life in this country even though I do not suffer too much financially. That is also the reason I explore many different interest try to find happiness.

The education in this country dividing people up racially; therefore, I feel I need to be very cautious when I talk to people in White, Black, Hispanic,.... and White has different White from different countries with different background and psychological conditions so do to Black and Hispanic and all other American in different races.

When I need to be so cautious to analyze so much detailed condition before I talk to a person, that nervousness already kills all my interest to talk or communication. This kind of conversation will not be pleasant or enjoy at all. My goodness, by my description this is almost like the mood you need to prepare yourself for the conversation under FBI or CIA investigation. The more I write on, the more I clear my mind to understand American and the reason that I can not feel free to live in this country. Jesus! What an American! This is a crazy country.

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